NJ, Greetings! Thank you for taking the time to write. To me, as a starting point, it fits in with what I want from my involvement in NLP: To practice what I preach. To my personal sense of what is aesthetic, being unable to use NLP to behave in a manner congruent with my desires while purporting to be able to use NLP to help others attain their desires doesn't jive. Seems to be lacking in symmetry. Bugs me from an artistic point of view. I will look around for a practioner of NLP to run the phobia cure. There is a distinct possiblity that I will be able to locate someone to work with me at the New Code NLP seminar in Austin next week. I think that maybe that will be the test for me... I leave this open and free of description at this time with purpose. I am not ready to explain that simply. Bear with me. Be well, Stephen